Gosh, the people in Fort Myers literally make me sick. Why does everyone care SO much about what other people are doing? I mean I’ll admit I’ve cared before and gotten angry at people that didn’t deserve it from me, but seriously guys? Why should you care if x is now dating y? or if z likes a. If these people really are crazy they’ll find out on their own they don’t need you to tell them, and to be honest with you, its way more satisfying when they find out on their own. Don’t be petty, don’t be bitchy, and especially don’t be childish. Its unattractive and pathetic. plain and simple. I feel bad for my friends that are forced into these unnecessary ordeals because of who they become friends with or who they date. ITS NO ONE’S BUSINESS! and again, don’t think that I’m not saying this doesn’t apply to me too, I KNOW I’m not perfect, I’ve gotten in fights that weren’t mine to fight, and I’ve judged relationships, but the thing is, I’ve STOPPED. I don’t care anymore, cause I realized its not my relationship. I mean even if those people mean the world to me, I don’t live there anymore. Guys I feel bad for you that you feel the need to hurt others. I mean what’s the real purpose anyways? where’s the benefit?
“I’ll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I’m powerless
To dictate my own moods”—When I go down; Relient K this song has described my year’s feelings perfectly.